Posted on Friday, July 16, 2010 at 8:31 PM
Nightmare .
You can assume that you're done with someone at anytyme .. but actually , you not . if things take a very huge turn and crash , you will conferm be dissapointed and angry .. and you will freak , start swearing words , start making decisions that you know you cant make .. even if it takes you two years , you still cant make it .. why is it so hard ? its easy to explain , you see , once youre angry or dissapointed at someone , all you want to do is to feel a sense a security , and wants total silent .. but after a while , everything that happend to you , would all be known by your friends .. and they starts to keep commenting on that situation almost everyday in everyway . you rant once on that situation , then twice , then thrice .. and it keeps going on , by e tyme you think you rant everything out .. all those precious memories that warms you up before , appears in you head .. eventhough deep inside , youre still mad and dissapointed at that person , but those wonderful tymes are those tyme that you missed e most and want them to happend once again .. all i want to do now is , let bygones be bygones .. but i just cant let that happend , being around with different kind of girls every single tyme when i immediately turn single , is something that i dont wish to do .. seriously , that ship really sucks ..