Posted on Saturday, July 24, 2010 at 8:58 PM
Im lying .
I could write about a thousand songs to impress you but i wouldnt want to do that , i could make you feel the queen of the world but i wont , cause you're full of imperfections , this is coming from a third perspective and all im saying is you need to be selective , some search, never finding a way , but before long , they waste away , unlyke others .. i found you and something told me to stay but i gave in, to selfish ways and how i miss someone to hold .. when hope begins to fade , it aint east to get it back .. hope is hard to find . hope is faith , to me , hope is ' his . official . painful . ending . ' or it could even be her . and if you know me , if i lose hope .. ill lose faith .. and when i lose faith , everything is just a waste of tyme . but its all about seizing e opportunity .. seizing is something i dont wish to do anymore , not after what happend .. i might continue one day , but not anytyme soon .
Dear god , can i fall head over heels for someone lyke ryte now .. i dont want to hang upside down anymore . but e thought of me going out with someone ryte now is hard to imagine .. i cant balance two things at e same tyme this year .. next year maybe . but i just want to be with someone ryte now .. someone who i or her deserve to have memories with . and please , dont let me end up lyke last tyme , e wounds were unbareable . please .