Posted on Sunday, June 13, 2010 at 12:39 AM
True ?
It seems when you want someone, they don’t want you; when someone wants you, you don’t want them. And when you both want each other, something or someone has to come around and mess it up.
she broke up with you , right ? after telling you she loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie ? yeah , i know she lavished you in compliments , only to put herself down so you would stroke her fake low ego . did she tell you that you were great ? i bet she promised you a personalized stuff . or maybe she’d always mention how she was lying in bed and wished you were there . she dragged “ i love you ” out of you , didn’t she ? yeah , don’t deny it . she would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning . she constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know she slept like a rock . she made you love pictures that were just sort of “ bleh ” before . did you delete those pictures after she broke your heart ? yeah, me too . all of your friends hate her now , don’t they ? remember how happy they were for you ? they warned you . just remember , it’s okay to cry. and referring to her as “ bitch ” is perfectly expected . because , trust me , you’ll end up talking about her just as often , if not more , than before the break up . there will be the one time's and the i remember , and once you think you’re over her , watch out . you better keep your eyes closed in the hallways , because i promise you, the next time you see her, she’ll be all over some other guy . a little part of you will want to warn him , but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain . yeah , you’ll compare all girls to her , because aside from the girl-whorish , heart-breaker thing , she was perfect . she was everything you had ever wanted . or maybe you made that up . maybe , the second she started to show interest , you made up this perfect girl in your head , and she just happened to be just like her . listen , you will find the perfect girl for you just like everybody says you will , and it will be soon . ouhkay , so i didn’t believe it either , but i’m starting to . e most important thing though is don’t let her know she hurt you . don’t let her know she could have you back in a heartbeat . don’t give her that satisfaction . make her think you’re completely happy . when she decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened , wave back , sure . but don’t smile . make her think she meant as little to you , as you obviously meant to her .