Posted on Sunday, January 3, 2010 at 8:22 PM
Welcome back to the universe.
twenty ten 's here.didn't get to blogged at exactly twelve am on friday.. what to do,nothing great happened anyway.same goes to christmas. lyke i said these has been complicated in my life fer now.first three days of twenty ten,well.. nothing much happened actually.just kept going to the hospital again and again.im going there to after school.ouh and school is reopening soon on mon,which is tomorrow.shits. from now on im just gonna try concentrate on my studies and try to get my mind out off trying to take all my dreams, take all that's left to see,write it down, sign my name and just go ahead and leave cause there's nothing left to lose attitude.
There are actually are things left to lose.and im gonna try not to fall in love this year.i know its hard.. and my friends are so gonna have a lot of laughter after hearing what im gonna say to them but i actually got the concept and came to the conclusion that this love feelings is just an illusion, but the fact is, i just keep falling.once i fall,ain't easy to get out, i just can't figure out how.you always appeared right in front of me. eventhough the distance is daring, i know how to quit. and im calling it a quit after im done with my studies.and i know i always say that im gonna study but i actually dont.. well this time im really serious about stuff.
Guess this is my New Year's Resolution.ouh and i also wanna try change myself.. not the emo-emo kind lyke some people said that i am.