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Posted on Thursday, December 3, 2009 at 9:19 PM
Somewhere i belong.
Im sorry if i haven’t been posting lately, i’ve been dealing with certain family issues. i don’t really feel comfortable talking about it to just anyone right now, so it’s all i’m going to say. but i keep up, and things are slowly getting into place. i can’t let it get to me, because then when you’re sad and depressed, you also somehow make everyone around you sad and depressed as well, or you just don’t help the situation. and i’ve been having such weird dreams lately, it’s probably due to all the stress and drama. but i’ve honestly never had such strange dreams before, whenever i wake up i’m really just like “WTF?” because i can’t even believe the dreams i had.i should thanks my manager for all this..work till night,still need to do closing and stuffs than reach home felling tired like hell.Im so falling sick.i can confirm say cause of work im like this.. but other than work,being tired and shits. im kinda happy with myself.. im actually trying to change myself.. and i did.instead of being myself . i've became,well.. different.i pleased a lot of people including my girlfriend..but now i kinda regret and i hate it.. i hate myself. i can't really understand why.. but i do.i mean, its my problem so i should know how i feel about it.but the weird thing is.. after weeks of being different.. now then i feel like " SHIT why did i change?!" yeah.. stuffs like that.i really dont understand myself right now. maybe its cause lack of sleep? well i hope so.. i wanna get back on track.. its where i belong
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I'm 16 , hysterical , optimistic , daydreamer , independent and i live lyfe with simplicity . writing is a passion fer me , music is something i listens to all the time . i tend to believe everything is possible . lyfe of his is always full of ups and downs . love is something i find hard to understand .. I am happy . dont act as if you know me even if you do ..
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