Posted on Friday, September 18, 2009 at 11:30 PM
knives and pens.
I haven’t been posting as much lately. i’ve been very busy, both with work and my personal life. let’s say that i’ve let things get a little bit out of hands by being lazy and not caring enough, and now i’ve got to fix everything. it’s a lot of work, but i think i can do it. i have to. but all i wanted was some kind of a break, i can’t be blamed. i needed some sort of break.
We all need one once in a while, but now it’s time for me to get serious again, and study,study and study!Hari Raya is coming soon..End Of Year is coming soon also..i'm so not ready for all of this.really i am.why is time flying so fast..i wish time could move slower..just for awhile.i need a break damn it..
I'm sorry..you were right.i should have been more convincing.i still love you..really i do.but i don't want to wined up the same again.. i should have not said anything just now.i mean i should..cause i really love you..why was i so stupid.even if its for now.i should have taken the chance..i mean like you said to me that i'm unforgettable.. well.. you're the same for me.
I miss you..i love you..i need you..but i just can't.i know you would be reading this..i'm so so sorry..truly i am.you dont know how sorry i am.i even feel like crying when i'm writing this..but i promise i will always remember you..and i will always be your friend..i hope you do the same to me too.