Don’t you hate when you just can’t fall asleep? or worse! when you wake up in the middle of the night, and then can’t fall back asleep? well, last night both happened to me. first i go to bed kinda early (11pm) in order to catch up some rest before going to school, and it took me forever to fall asleep.
I had so many things on my mind, and you know when you go to bed early just to go to bed early you feel some kind of pressure to fall asleep and it makes the whole process take up so much more time. and then, at 3am, i randomly woke up. i felt overheated, and thirsty. so i go drink some water, open my window, and go back to bed.
And i didn’t fall back asleep until 4am. i was just thinking about all these random things that we often think of, like love, life, future, work, etc. and i was very into it for some reason. so much that i got nervous, and paranoid. and yeah… couldn’t fall back asleep for an hour. and then! if only i could’ve slept in a bit, but no. i woke up at 5:30am, and seriously can't fall back asleep again due to school.
So all day i’ve been feeling zombie-ish, super tired. and aggravated. everything and everyone seem to be getting on my nerves. happens when you’re tired i guess. not my fault. and some people are very good at being annoying too. who’s to blame? no idea! but being negative is the best i'm feeling so happy that i'm depressed.i know im paranoid..and that's ok with me.
