Posted on Friday, August 14, 2009 at 9:43 PM
Emily's self note.
I can feel my mind wandering again.into what i don't know.and will i ever get home?I'm feel that time moves faster than i can..and I'm so sick of these things..i need a really good routine..cause two roads split off from here and my life goes running in opposite direction.its exaggerating the barrier between who i am and who i want to be and to love you or not.
Part of me are left behind and lost forever.which part of me is left?which part of me is lost?i don't know..i feel it so close and yet its so far away.smiles and laughter is the only that thing people have seen me doing.. cause my deep secrets are lock away and will never be told..i may look happy,excited,impatient for stuffs..but actually inside of me is all wet..wetter than a glass of water.
I hope there's something worth the waiting..its the only time that i can ever feel real and be better than right now.i'm really in need of getting inside your mind now .. will you allow me in?