i found life seemingly like fading from my eyes,when i'm in the rain,droplets pours down our eyes.i don't know why but as when i was try to look up at the sky,the droplets just keeps landing in my eyes and making my vision blurry.it was just like my life was fading right at that moment,and i like remember almost all the bad things i did.maybe i just afraid that we won't know when we're 'gone',you know.i fear the end of my solitude but if i'm like going to be 'gone',i don't want to good until i set things straight.i mean by my doings,the bad ones of course.this is usually the part when people scream if you ever gone through this,well i don't think it's true.


have you ever feel something is so close yet it's so far away?wonder what kind of settings i'm in right now.the life i want really feels so close,but just why it is almost the same,but no one ever said that life was fair and i'm not saying it should be,but i really wish i could be,but i comes as no suprise to me as my life sucks.there are other lifes out there sucks too.so don't try to smile at us and say that things will work out for us.we know it won't as there's no such thing as a wish come true.if i remember the times i've shared,half of them were full of sorrows.the other half of happiness was when i attached to someone.when i'm alone life is just,nothing.only sorrows as i try to fight for the life i want.


i rather dream all day long then being in reality,lifes just full of happiness when i'm dreaming.i mean beside the nightmare and all.life will be so much better if wasn't such of a nightmare and if only my life is a dream and my dream is my life,i would just be what i want to be.i'm begging you,hear my hopeless cries,i want my dreams to become reality.

I'm 16 , hysterical , optimistic , daydreamer , independent and i live lyfe with simplicity . writing is a passion fer me , music is something i listens to all the time . i tend to believe everything is possible . lyfe of his is always full of ups and downs . love is something i find hard to understand .. I am happy . dont act as if you know me even if you do ..

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