Posted on Sunday, May 17, 2009 at 8:03 PM
Busy,busy,busy.
i don’t think i have
ever been that busy
in my entire life.
it is so tiring.
this week is soccer
selection week,
and i’ve got less than 5 days
to get into a good shape
and it’s such a bad timing
because i’ve so worried about
my exam's result
i have a lot of apointments
with my friends,
so much thing to do.
i really want to be out
just to have fun
as at home is kinda boring
but i’m not sure whether
it’s going to happen or not
since my mom and dad keep
going to the hospital
paying my grandma a visit,
on the bright side,
if i'm not going out
i can start training
for the selections (:
actually i kind of wish
i could just stay at
home tomorrow,
but i might make
some people disappointment.
well..i dunno but i really
want to go out,
but my body just does want to,
i wonder why?
i kind of hate when people
don’t turn out to be who
you thought they were,
or who they seemed to be
during your first
impression of them.
espicially that guy
from my soccer team.
i finally learn that
it is not good to
have expectations.
but i can’t help it.
maybe i just cannot
be satisfied with
anything or anybody
before i know them.
i don’t like when
things start getting old,
when people's attitude change.
i want things to be
exciting and fun,
all the time.
i want people to be how
i like them to be,
all the time.
i want to be contented
with everything.
but this is me asking too much.
although i feel like it’s
not that much.
it’s not like i’m asking for
a cars,
my own house,
an academy award,lols,
that's all that i wanted.
i know, i know,
it seems like i am alright,
but i’m not.
i’ve just had a lot of crazy
things happen to me,
and as bad as some of them were,
they were still enjoyable and
it was kinda dissapoiting but
my life need some crazy
action sometimes.
if not, i'll be so bored.
okay,i'm hungry,
i wanna eat my dinner now
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Copyright of my
big brother. (: