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Posted on Wednesday, April 8, 2009 at 4:24 PM

Promise is a promise.

Damn.
i had a totally high fever yesterday
i think my temperature was about 39.4 oc
i was okay in the morning
around 8 plus
i started feeling cold
so i check my temperature it was 37.9 oc
i could go home
but i promised Faizah i will make her smile when she got home today
so decided to stay

around 10 plus
i took my temperature again
it was 38.2 oc
i still did'nt give up
so i just sleep in class instead of
going to the sickbay
when i was sleeping
i felt colder and colder
i went around the whole class asking for
a sweater or a jacket
no one had it
so i just hold on
around 12 plus i took my temperature again
then i was so shocked that it raises to
39.2 oc it was so high that i could not take it

so around 2,after school finishes
i went to the toilet and call my mum
i ask her to take me home
as i was totally dizzy
instead she told me my sis will take me
so i did'nt bother
after i called her up
i went to the canteen to find Faizah
i saw her lining up to buy her lunch
talked to her
i told her that i'm sorry
that i have to go home first
since i had high fever
but i think she did'nt believe
i ask her to touch my forehead
i think she was shocked as her mouth was open :)
so then i ask her if she could go home alone
she said she could
but i know she will be going home with amira
so i just went home

but then i felt guilty as i promised
if u know me
a promise is a promise
i will always fulfill a promise
but due to this sickness
i can't fulfill this promise
hope i could make it up to you

at night,i felt a bit okay
then i asked mum if i could go school tomorrow
she did'nt allow as she sees me struggle to stand up
so i took an medical certification(MC) today
if only i did'nt fall sick
as all my friends ask me what made me sick
i did'nt even know.
what did really made me sick?
i was totally okay the previous day

so will be returning to school tomorrow
but maybe half day cause of good friday
but as a promise is a promise
i will make you smile when you go home tomorrow
even if it takes me the whole day
i swear i will
if will never give up until this promise
is fulfilled.