Posted on Friday, November 26, 2010 at 7:01 PM
Move along .
I guess i wont be blogging much anymore , moved to
TUMBLR by e way .
Posted on Monday, October 25, 2010 at 9:05 PM
Uno .
Its been awhile , firstly , schools out .. enough of studying fer now .. but i still have one last o ' level paper to go . why must it be on 4th november ? ouhkay , maybe ill waste a day or two to study one last tyme fer design and technology . secondly , finally got a job , and this job cause me to be tired and cant get enough sleep . still got work tomorrow , 15 long hours of it . it sounds torturing , but i dont think so .. and e pay is great though . its been great working , tiring but fun . however , i dont think i can keep it up fer too long .. my body might not be able to take it . still imma work fer two months , three months tops . other than that , i got nothing else to say .. all i want now is get my first pay cheque and spend it lyke nuts ! (:
Ps . congrats to both amirul and hudda (: finally you have found your first love . lyke they say , first love last long .. and i hope you guys do . once again , congrats and last long aite (:
Posted on Friday, October 15, 2010 at 11:06 AM
Saga .
Here are five reasons to date a best friend , didnt wrote it but found it on e internet .
They have seen you at your worstYour best friend would have seen you crying over guys, hung-over, complaining about those cramps and more. No doubt you would have seen him in various stages of worse for wear, so you don’t have to go through that awkward stage at the beginning of most relationships.
There aren’t any skeletonsThings that you would normally be worried about revealing are already out there so there will be no nasty surprises or judgement. What possible else is there to scare each other away with and have you heading for the hills.
No awkwardness
You don’t have to go through that uncomfortable getting-to-know-you stage that you usually have to endure when it comes to dating. You know about their past conquests, dating history, likes and dislikes, insecurities and aspirations. There is no anxious need to impress phase.
CompatibilityYou are already the best of friends and the both of you have a lot in common. You know each other’s personalities inside and out, hobbies, insecurities and aspirations. You have a better understanding about whether this person is right for you and not clouded by emotions and hormones
You know you can trust themTrust is vital for any relationship, and you certainly know for sure that you can trust your best friend, especially as they have been keeping your deepest darkest secrets and gossip. It’s not like they can hit on your best friend either.
Posted on Wednesday, October 13, 2010 at 12:23 PM
Sixteen .
Do you remember your first love ? of course you will .. why ? cause maybe your first love is e one that sticks with you because its e only person who will ever receive all of you . after that , you learn better . but most of all , no matter what , a piece of you forever remains left behind in e heart of e one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get , no matter what . that piece holds innocence , e belief that love really can last forever . it holds friendship and pain , trial and error , that one kiss you will never forget , and that night under e stars you can never get back . it holds youth and everything you thought love would be , everything that proven wrong
Posted on Wednesday, October 6, 2010 at 8:51 PM
Its still there .
Unfinished , of all e words you could describe lyfe . sharp , precise , weird .. but e ones that also sticks to it is unfinished . why ? because everyone does make choices out of e ordinary , something bizarre from what they usually do , or choose . but those choices sometimes gets run over by a bus .. and so , e choice you made will forever be stuck to your heart . cause e choice you once made was unfinished , we should give up on that choice .. but thats not usually how it goes , i mean usually it isnt a speeding bus that keeps up from accomplishing our choice , most of e tyme its just too difficult , too distracted or too scary . its only once you stop then you will realise how hard it is to start again . so you force yourself to not want it .. but its always there and until you accomplished it , it will always be ..
Posted on Sunday, October 3, 2010 at 4:10 PM
Dead end .
How to know when we're ready to get into a long term relationship ? what does being ready even means .. i thought i was ready last year but i wined up dumping her . to be honest , im a little bit scared . well , not only me , we all are .. but a friend of mine once told me , doesnt being scared means to let you know that youre on something important ? yea , i mean if youre not scared , youre not taking a chance and if youre not taking a chance then , what e hell are you doing . ryte ? so , what e hell am i doing ..
Posted on Wednesday, September 29, 2010 at 7:50 PM
Hello heartbeat .
Sometimes , you think you have gotten a person , but when you see her smile .. you suddenly realised youre just pretending youre over her to ease the pain of knowing that she will never be yours . cause in lyfe we do things . some , we wish we never had done . some we wish we could play it over our heads a lot of times . however , that makes us who we are . and in e end thats what makes us , us . if we were to repeat all of it , we would be who we are now .. so just live your lyfe to e fullest , make mistake until youre done , create wonderful memories with wonderful people .. however dont ever look back . once you do , all youre going to wish fer is ' i wish to start over again ' .. and thats e worst mistake ever . cause sometimes .. mistake is e thing that makes you .
Posted on Sunday, September 26, 2010 at 8:56 PM
Your stories , my alibis .
Mr. brightside said that destiny called him .. how did he get that kind of call ? i want to get it to , cause seriously now , i cant put much expectations on faith and hope . its all bullshitting me ryte now .. it sucks . this month aint going well fer me , this year sucks , this month especially .. however , there are still some good things that happend .. im glad i didnt give up on my beliefs . cause believe you me , im aint gonna quit believing .. ps , believing and hoping are two different things by e way , i gave up on hoping , its believe im counting on now .. you know how people always use the phrase , there are still a lot of fishes in e sea ? its true , but what if we hooked e wrong fish ? its not our fault to fall in love .. its human nature . we could fall in love in a split second , apparently i had before , which sucks . and also we could fall in love with someone whose already attached , apparently i have recently . and also we could fall in love and stay happy together , or get rejected .. still its not either party faults , we couldnt resist to fall in love , i dont know how those people that cares more about studies ever resisted to fall in love .. whatever , however its still humans nature fault .. if only we could control them more than they control us .
Posted on Sunday, September 19, 2010 at 3:28 PM
Spaces .
Sometimes e world doesnt revolve around you or your loved ones and it doesnt adapt to you .. so this is why you should never expect anything more or less in your life unless e one who is actually made for you thinks that you really deserve it . Now i know what i see in you , but i still dont get what you see in me seriously , i guess im just too stubborn and arrogant to listen , because e way you describe me comes out only seldomly . i dont know what ill do without you .. but i surely know that im better off without you and you are better off without me , cause fer now .. im still in a hurtful situation from or last encounter . which sucks by e way .. guess youre ryte .. maybe im over you . maybe im not . i dont know . fer e mean tyme , i need space . super big space ..
Posted on Thursday, September 2, 2010 at 5:37 PM
Cup of corn .
Been sick fer , err , since last friday .. toooo lazy to count back how many days . about to be a week soon . cant believe this sickness is not going away .. its so irritating . aint got anything to do .. well , there is , but its either eating , sleeping or playing e computer .. trust me doing the same thing fer a few straight days is a bore .. i guess im sick cause all of the stress and tension of " 'N' level is coming " still cant believe its next week .. tsktsktsk . im not ready to set my future .. but i guess its supposed to come anyways .when everythings done ... i swear im gonna make myself fit again and take up skating .. or find work .